It wasn't pretty.
I worked my butt off this week, but all of the eating out that I did on vacation could not be easily undone. I gained 3.5 pounds.
Yuck.
I was not too happy, but I wasn't too surprised, either. I ate crap all week long. That's what vacation is, - don't you know - a chance to eat every unhealthy, deep fried, covered in butter, with a side of au jus, food item that you can possibly eat. Because, I'll probably never be at this restaurant again. I should really try their yummiest (calorie-rich) thing on the menu, or I'll forever regret it. That's how my whole week was like on vacation. And now, I get to deal with the consequences of that. Three point five pounds of consequences.
Looking back on this last week, the week of post-vacation redemption, I didn't do too bad. Other than the weekend, I tracked what I ate everyday, and I stayed within my points. Here's to trying to do it again this week, as well.
I've added up my Weight Watcher points for the day, and tracked them online. I feel like a rock star! An overweight rockstar with a food addiction, but a rock star nonetheless.
Today I've been pondering heavily on whether or not I want to go forward with gastric bypass. I think I do. There's a lot of fear there, though, so I thought I'd do a comparison of going through with gastric bypass vs. continuing trying to lose with with Weight Watchers, or some other type of non-surigical lifestyle change.
If I Continue with Weight Watchers (and don't have the surgery)
- I can eat whatever I want, I just have to count the points.
- I'm familiar with the program; I don't have to learn anything new
- I don't have to suffer the difficulties of preparing for surgery, or the unpleasant side effects that can accompany gastric bypass (i.e. dumping)
- I know I can lose weight on the program, because I've done it before; I know it works
- I can quit at any time
- No scary surgery
- BUT, it's all up to my level of motivation and sticktoitness to be successful
- It's easy to cheat
- It costs $40/month, and I feel like it's such a waste when I'm not losing weight
- In the 10+ years of me being on WW, then off, then on again, I've never lost enough weight to make it to goal, nor have I ever kept the weight off.
- I'm still morbidly obese, even though I'm a WW member.
If I Go Through with Gastric Bypass Surgery
- I run the risk of complications, and all the scary stuff that could happen during any type of surgery (i.e. death!)
- It could end up being expensive - if something goes wrong
- It's not something I can just stop if I don't want to do it anymore.
- I may not be able to eat some kinds of foods, perhaps ever, if my body doesn't adjust to them after the sugery
- I'd have to learn a completely different way of eating, and eat very particular kinds of food to ensure I get enough protein every day
- I'd have to take vitamins every day for the rest of my life
- I'd have to be super careful about what types of medications I take
- BUT...there's a 65% success rate for gastric bypass patients keeping their weight off for good. I don't think Weight Watchers can boast that. And most patients lose about 70% of their extra fat from the surgery alone
- It would force me to change my lifestyle for a long time - resulting in drastic weight loss
- It's not something that I can cheat on as easily (though I'm sure it can be done eventually), again, the dumping *shudder*
There's pros and cons to both, of course.
But, I think if I'm left to my own devices, my own motivation, then in 10 years I'll probably be the same situation. Only 5% of obese people are able to lose enough weight to be at a healthy range, and then keep it off, through diet and exercise alone. I'd love to think that I'm part of that 5%, but experience shows that I'm more likely on the other side of that statistic.
The bottom line is, what will make me more healthy?
What will keep me around for my kids the longest?
What is the best choice for my future and my family?
Lots to think about.
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